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Hi. I've joined the forum simply because Mistress Bella demanded it through Her email service. I am a slave and serve a Mistress in real life. Well kind of. She doesn't really dominate me but I give her lots of money (because She needs it to live and I don't mean she needs the money to live extravagantly but she genuinely needs me to pay her rent, debts, bills, etc) and I am too much of a softy to find a true Mistress who will actually dominate me and force me to do things against my will, which is what really turns me on. My real life Mistress most enjoys foot domination, as do i, but it seems not much else. But i love Her, and hate to imagine what might happen to Her if we were separated.

So to compensate I enjoy reading the works of people like Mistress Bella and what She does to Her slaves and fantasise that it were me humiliating myself before Her, demeaning myself publicly for Her and forced to suffer the horror of being consensually blackmailed.

The greatest flaw in my character (other than being born a male) is that I can not say no when demanded to do something by a dominant Woman. It has got me into trouble before now and I expect it probably will again in the future. Any Mistress reading this that would like to exploit this flaw can now be aware that by just posting in this section that i am fair gain for You.