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Introduce Yourself (One Thread Allowed Per User) => Sub Slave Intros => Topic started by: iceblock on October 12, 2013, 02:05:21 PM
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Hi. I've joined the forum simply because Mistress Bella demanded it through Her email service. I am a slave and serve a Mistress in real life. Well kind of. She doesn't really dominate me but I give her lots of money (because She needs it to live and I don't mean she needs the money to live extravagantly but she genuinely needs me to pay her rent, debts, bills, etc) and I am too much of a softy to find a true Mistress who will actually dominate me and force me to do things against my will, which is what really turns me on. My real life Mistress most enjoys foot domination, as do i, but it seems not much else. But i love Her, and hate to imagine what might happen to Her if we were separated.
So to compensate I enjoy reading the works of people like Mistress Bella and what She does to Her slaves and fantasise that it were me humiliating myself before Her, demeaning myself publicly for Her and forced to suffer the horror of being consensually blackmailed.
The greatest flaw in my character (other than being born a male) is that I can not say no when demanded to do something by a dominant Woman. It has got me into trouble before now and I expect it probably will again in the future. Any Mistress reading this that would like to exploit this flaw can now be aware that by just posting in this section that i am fair gain for You.
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Hi..... Your situation is fairly similar to mine.... I had a Mistress in real life but she wasn't really very dominant and I paid her by choice because I felt sorry for her, rather than because I had to. I tried to get her to blackmail me but she wasn't really very good at it, and I could talk her round to my way of thinking easily.
That's why I contacted Mistress Bella, and entered a consensual blackmail contract with her.
You should think very closely about maybe doing the same thing..... I think you might enjoy it!!
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to compensate I enjoy reading the works of people like Mistress Bella and what She does to Her slaves and fantasise that it were me humiliating myself before Her, demeaning myself publicly for Her and forced to suffer the horror of being consensually blackmailed.
Very interesting Iceblock, and welcome to the forum. I usually greet the new members through a private message, but... I'm making an exception on your account...
If you fantasize so much about these things, then why don't you bite the bullet and experiment with the idea? It doesn't necessarily have to be consensual blackmail right away, as you can be a money slave and still have the public humility... But of course if you REALLY was up for a challenge minion, then perhaps consensual blackmail IS what you need...
Just a little food for thought ;)
Til next time minion,
Mistress Bella
XoXo
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I usually greet the new members through a private message, but... I'm making an exception on your account
Why would You make an exception for me Mistress?
Why won't i bite the bullet? Just not yet comfortable on cheating on my 'real life' Mistress, Mistress. (If that makes sense ;) )
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I usually greet the new members through a private message, but... I'm making an exception on your account
Why would You make an exception for me Mistress?
Why won't i bite the bullet? Just not yet comfortable on cheating on my 'real life' Mistress, Mistress. (If that makes sense ;) )
I have seen you around in another forum, and you had even commented on one of my threads there.
You went from there and subscribed to my emailing list.
In addition, you mentioned me in your first post on this forum ;)
I think that may grant a different welcome :)
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These posts allude to some desires to cheat on your current Mistress.
I wouldn't see it as cheating.
If you want to be blackmailed, you should hopefully know by now that Mistress Bella has what it takes. It would be good if you did, she could judge us against each other...... A competitive edge!!
If you are anything like me, it will eat away at you if you don't, and you will regret it.
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I guess the trouble i have Nige is that if i initiate the blackmail, then yes it really is cheating. But then again how else can it start without me consenting to it? I guess that's the conundrum. But being judged against one another does sound enticing and conjures up all sorts of forced-bi fantasies lol. Imagine being a hetero slave, blackmailed into serving another slave who is deemed better than you? Kind of ramps up the humiliation to another level, doesn't it?
But in the meantime i am happy to just contribute to this forum, help Mistress Bella try and get it off the ground, as ordered, without condemning myself to blackmail slavery to Her and roll the dice of not having any other Dominant, whether it be Bella or anyone else, forcing my hand. My loyalties do lay with my existing Mistress, no matter how disenchanted i might seem or am with Her.
Mistress Bella, i thank You for Your reply. Yes we have crossed paths obviously, i guess i was only curious not because we already know each other, but just wondered if i had done or said anything not to warrant Your usual greeting.
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I know what you mean about consenting...... It would have been awesome to have been blackmailed without signing a contract..... Just because Mistress Bella knows I need it!! But from Mistress Bella's perspective it makes sense to get written authority when you think that blackmail is illegal.
It does lessen the impact though...... Part of me knows I can buy myself out of the contract, which almost by definition puts me in control.
I'm enjoying it though..... And I expect it to get more fun day by day!!
I also like the idea you mentioned of forced bi. How much of a thrill it must be, to know you have to do something like that. If I had to suck a penis or get fucked up the arse, it would blow my mind... But that would involve two slaves that lived close enough to actually meet for real. If Mistress Bella was to ever blackmail you, I'm not sure you are even in the same country as you!!!
In reality I think I probably could suck cock or take a good fucking..... It's kissing another man I would really struggle with! Is that wired?
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She might have you sucking each others dick by the time this is over.
Pass the popcorn... ;D
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Mistress Bella, i thank You for Your reply. Yes we have crossed paths obviously, i guess i was only curious not because we already know each other, but just wondered if i had done or said anything not to warrant Your usual greeting.
Once upon a time, I posted on a forum to update those about a few updates that I had put on my site... Then one day I noticed there was a reply talking to the moderators; questioning them if they were on vacation because all the person seen was ads. Luckily I made it there just in time to add links to some of the words before the content of the original post was deleted. A few days later I found that the same person; which was questioning the Moderators about vacationing, was actually subscribed to my site... Seeing this made me smile, as I found this interesting ;)
That's my little short story for the evening...lol
Til next time minion!
XoXoXo
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Just because Mistress Bella knows I need it!! But from Mistress Bella's perspective it makes sense to get written authority when you think that blackmail is illegal.
It does lessen the impact though...... Part of me knows I can buy myself out of the contract, which almost by definition puts me in control.
I'm enjoying it though..... And I expect it to get more fun day by day!!
Again, my dear Nigel....
Must I remind you of the MINIMUM amount of the contract exit fee?? As I NEVER had given you an exact amount of what it would be if you would go down that road.... Keep this in mind, as it ultimately keeps me in control. I say what the final amount is... NOT YOU!!!
Til next time minion!!
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Once upon a time, I posted on a forum to update those about a few updates that I had put on my site... Then one day I noticed there was a reply talking to the moderators; questioning them if they were on vacation because all the person seen was ads. Luckily I made it there just in time to add links to some of the words before the content of the original post was deleted. A few days later I found that the same person; which was questioning the Moderators about vacationing, was actually subscribed to my site... Seeing this made me smile, as I found this interesting ;)
Guilty, as charged Mistress Bella. I was annoyed at what You were doing but by the same token so intrigued by Your turn of phrase and by the tone of Your writing. To find a truly dominant Woman on the Internet, someone who actually takes pleasure in humiliating and degrading Her minions, rather than one of the many many fake Dommes out there who don't really take pleasure from making men do stupid things but just want their money is rare indeed.
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I understand, dear Iceblock, that you are in a situation where you already have too many dommes in your mind. My suggestion is to try the online way to have a taste of how it could be and, if you like it more than your current situation, just have a talk with your IRL domme, because any fetish should make YOU happy as well. Are you not satisfied? Talk with your domme. Are you afraid she will get mad? Let her know your issue.
Honesty and communications are the key to make this kind of reationships work.
That said I am open to new subs, at the moment, You can get an idea of what I like and how I work by visiting my presentation here on the forum. I am sure you will find a way to enjoy findom and at the same time you will not have to cheat on anyone. just be honest.