You say you prefer having as much information on the losers as possible...... Well you don't ask for too much info at the time of contracting!!! I expected to have to tell you so much more!!


I LOVED reading this post! Thank you.

Because it was mixed in amongst the fruit, jelly , custard and cream, much of the taste was masked.... It was the smell that truly highlighted what I was eating, but the taste was good!!

These posts allude to some desires to cheat on your current Mistress.

I wouldn't see it as cheating.

If you want to be blackmailed, you should hopefully know by now that Mistress Bella has what it takes. It would be good if you did, she could judge us against each other...... A competitive edge!!

If you are anything like me, it will eat away at you if you don't, and you will regret it.

I'm not sure if this is a fetish or just a personal taste when it comes to defining an attractive woman..... But I do adore woman who wear glasses. I think Mistress Bella is stunning but it is her glasses which are a standout feature.

I think they make women look more domineering..... Which is obviously perfect!!

Quote from: Heima1 on October 05, 2013, 09:53:22 PM
Do you prefer being trampled on by a woman wearing heels, flats or in bare feet?

Bare feet for pure arousal and sexiness..... But my pain needing body also loves the idea of heels inflicting pain....

I adore small feet..... With painted nails....... Wearing open toed sandals. Seeing woman wearing such footwear at work turns me weak!!

But I also like sweaty feet, straight out of trainers after a hard session at the gym.... I would love to suck those sweaty toes given an opportunity.

I'm not sure why? I don't know why feet are so alluring but they certainly get my heart beating.....

I used to have a Mistress who lived about 10 miles from me, and she knew I couldn't resist a challenge and she knew I had a bit of a poo fetish, but even so, I was still surprised when she took me for a picnic in April this year.
She lay out the rug and got out a family size home made trifle.  She told me I had to eat it all up, even if it made me sick.

She also told me that the ingredients included her own poo.

Jell with fruit, sponge and poo. Topped with custard, then cream, then a crumbled chocolate flake.

Miss made me put my hands behind my back, then fed me the trifle, spoon by spoon, telling me to chew it and let her know what flavours each spoonful included.
Some mouthfuls were very pleasant, and others were gut churning, but I sat on the picnic rug, with the hugest erection I had ever experienced and I desire to complete the whole trifle no matter how hard it got.

I was half way through before I began to gag, but Miss told me I had to complete the task even if I was sick.... So I took a break, had a drink and carried on. The last mouthful was almost completely poo, and as I chewed and swallowed I felt like how I imagine Olympians feel when they cross that line for the gold medal.

YES!!!

Hi..... Your situation is fairly similar to mine.... I had a Mistress in real life but she wasn't really very dominant and I paid her by choice because I felt sorry for her, rather than because I had to. I tried to get her to blackmail me but she wasn't really very good at it, and I could talk her round to my way of thinking easily.

That's why I contacted Mistress Bella, and entered a consensual blackmail contract with her.

You should think very closely about maybe doing the same thing..... I think you might enjoy it!!

No, I have not had permenent damage, but that's largely because I have never been secured down properly to give undue fended access to my balls.

I have tried to get my balls busted but the mistress I tried this with was very poor at tying me down and when I got the first blow or hard squeeze I would wriggle free like a wimp.

I long to get secured properly with straps, legs widely spread, giving access to a Mistress to bust my balls!! Permanent damage doesn't sound like fun, but just enough to make me physically sick would be amazing!!!

I am a scat fanatic and I'm working away from home and staying in a hotel tonight.

I have been out eating with collagurs whilst wearing a nappy Anne then went out drinking alone with urine filled nappy.

I am now back in hotel..... I have poo'd in a nappy full of urine and I'm going to sleep in my mess. I cannot describe how it feels..... It is amazing feeling the shame of my dirty behaviour..... I wish someone would walk in on me..... A colleague!!!

I'm going to enjoy tonight.....

I feel equally euphoric the other way......

I love being humiliated in the most extreme and degrading ways...... Then being made to pay for the privilege and be made to say thankyou!!

The thankyou is very humiliating.

What I need though is a complete loss of control. I don't like paying by choice...... I don't like humiliating myself by choice..... But being given no choice is a mind blowing situation driven by panic and fear..... !!!

I am submissive.

I need to lose all control..... Of as many things as possible!!!

Hi, 

I am Nigel. And I have recently signed a consensual blackmail contract. Everything going along fantastically so far. Loving it. Wanting more. Feeling brave. Feeling like I wanna do what I'm told. However hard.

Interests include adult nappy and toilet play. . Feet.... I live little painted toe nails. The shorter the toes the better.  Having no control, as I am a control freak..... I need to have all control taken away. I am competetive and therefore love challenges.

I love being abused verbally. Humiliated..... Ideally in public and made to feel ashamed.

On these forums to share experiences and talk to like minded individuals....

Nigel

Quote from: Heima1 on October 05, 2013, 10:34:19 PM
I love to eat! What is your favorite?

Pizza, pasta, anything Italian 

Sausages...... All types, all sizes, with anything!!!

I am a submissive who cannot resist a challenge...... Especially where poop is involved.

One of my favourite experiences was when my Mistress took all my money, handed me a one day public transport rail card, and the drove me to the other side of town. She then waited with me until I managed to poo in my nappy, that I soooo enjoy wearing. Then she left me to make my way back via public transport to collect my car......

But, it was rush hour, the bus was full and you could smell my mess easily. I felt shame and humiliation to levels I had never experienced before. I could feel people looking at me. I sensed they knew. I was certain they were disgusted. I wanted to cry. I felt sick.

It was an experience that go me so aroused, that when I got my car back, I drove to a secluded spot..... Thrust my hand down my filthy nappy and masturbated into my poop.

It was mind blowing........ WOW!!!