I have historically been a bottom that tries to take control.
I make excuses, I play guilt trips, I lie, i try to direct activity, I try to remain in control.... To drive the agenda.
I'm not sure why as it ruins my fun.
I need to be controlled. I want to be out of control...... But my weaknesses kick in too often. I need a strong, brave woman. I hope I have found her!!
Has anyone else experienced a bottom trying to top? How did you stop it?
