I guess the trouble i have Nige is that if i initiate the blackmail, then yes it really is cheating. But then again how else can it start without me consenting to it? I guess that's the conundrum. But being judged against one another does sound enticing and conjures up all sorts of forced-bi fantasies lol. Imagine being a hetero slave, blackmailed into serving another slave who is deemed better than you? Kind of ramps up the humiliation to another level, doesn't it?
But in the meantime i am happy to just contribute to this forum, help Mistress Bella try and get it off the ground, as ordered, without condemning myself to blackmail slavery to Her and roll the dice of not having any other Dominant, whether it be Bella or anyone else, forcing my hand. My loyalties do lay with my existing Mistress, no matter how disenchanted i might seem or am with Her.
Mistress Bella, i thank You for Your reply. Yes we have crossed paths obviously, i guess i was only curious not because we already know each other, but just wondered if i had done or said anything not to warrant Your usual greeting.
